Be kind, this is my very first attempt at painting with acrylics, ever. I’ve painted with water colors before but never with actual “paint”. I bought a bunch of art supplies (acrylics, canvas, graphite and tools) over a year ago but when the Gang Stalkers attacked, I haven’t been able to use them. I may not even have them anymore since my room was burglarized by the maintenance man and my landlord at the All Star Hotel (Tenderloin Housing Clinic manager Aubrey & maintenance man “Victor”).
Anyway, I was helping my mom shop for silverware trays at Marshall’s when I spotted this Easel and Painting Set made by Winsor & Newton for twenty dollars. Since I already had a set of their calligraphy inks and liked them, I figured I could finally get to test out some acrylic painting. Practice for when I was finally able to use the other supplies I bought. The set came with a table top easel, six tubes of Acrylic paints, two spatulas, six pre-shrunk canvas boards, a graphite pencil, and instruction booklet, a mixing palette and two synthetic round brushes plus a flat. The only thing missing was black, impossible to change the tint without.
When I originally bought the other supplies I had a long talk with the salesperson. He told me acrylics were best because they could be worked either like oils or watercolors. The only caveat he gave was that you layered them. I didn’t understand what that meant. The experience was something quite different from the talk. I found that you must mix your pallet before painting, they don’t seem to blend at all on the canvas. You have to work fast as well, undiluted they dry fast and will gum up the brush. That was something of an advantage as well because you could cover different areas without fear of smudging. The colors change a little when dry, so you have to get used to that. You should also do a complete drawing before starting (I was so excited I did not) as correcting uses more paint. Surprising how fast the tube goes flat. You can make the drawing as dark as you like if using the paint undiluted, it is very opaque and covers well. The set did not come with an eraser for this reason, the paint will just cover.
As to subject matter, I wanted my first to be something special. I chose Betsy Ross making the first flag for the Thirteen States. I’m having trouble with her but will take photos as I finish, the photo below is four hours worth of “work”. This is my very first time painting so please don’t be too critical, I promise that I’ll stay with her until she is presentable. Oh, thats another nice thing about acrylics, THEY’RE TOUGH. You can just throw it to the side without worrying about it getting damaged until you are ready to paint again.
Well, it has been awhile, hasn’t it? A lot has happened too. First however, I would like to apologize to everyone for being quiet for so long, it wasn’t exactly by choice. Ever since the severe poisoning that the Gangstalkers inflicted upon me, after talking to a reporter and being temporarily displaced from my room, access to an Internet connected box has been spotty. I’ll try to catch you up as succinctly as I can.
1) Attracted the attention of and gave an interview to SF Chronicle Kale Williams in early January about my SRO hotel, the All Star Hotel, being in violation of building codes as well as an Order of Abatement.
2) The next day I was severely poisoned by the Gangstalkers both inside of and outside of my room, necessitating a trip by ambulance to the Emergency Room at San Francisco General Hospital.
3) Immediately retreated to my mother’s apartment in the city of San Pablo, where I have remained ever since, with only one visit back to my room. A total of two months (60 days).
4) Discovered that while I was learning about and resisting the Gangstalkers, my mom had accumulated needs that I am now helping her with.
5) Gangstalkers have followed me and continue their poisoning attacks both here in the city of San Pablo, Ca., as well El Sobrante, Richmond and El Cerrito.
6) Fully intend to file police reports at all of the aforementioned city’s police departments, starting with San Pablo.
7) Obtained copies of all police reports filed by me related to Gangstalking from the SFPD. Will scan & post soon. Also obtained my SFPD arrest record & “rap sheet”. Will celebrate my ten year anniversary of being both sober and arrest free on March 19th, 2014. Yeah! 🙂
8) Revisited the San Bruno Police Department to check on the status of my complaint against PG&E for murder (Jacqueline and Janessa Grieg 2010 San Bruno explosion) and was again informed that it was no longer their case, that the Feds had it now.
9) Was verbally assaulted by a huge Gangstalker in Thriftown here in El Sobrante, Ca. on my Mom’s birthday, 03/04/2014. Almost forced to defend myself, knives were at the ready. They stalk and poison me heavily when I shop at Thriftown (go figure), so I have taken to practicing counter-surveillance while in the store. Guess they thought my Mom’s B-day would be a time of stress and make for a good “street theater” provocation opportunity. Tried to ignore the guy but he kept on talking crap, threatening, using profanity and making false accusations to store management. The stalkers do stuff like this periodically, hoping to provoke me to violence. Find EUGENIA BYCHKOVA in this post and read this about my encounter with bikers at Foods.Co in San Francisco.
10) Attended the first opening Federal Court proceedings of the six Bay Area undercover police officers indicted by the Grand Jury for violating the civil rights of SRO hotel residents here in San Francisco, three years ago. I was the only member of the public present in the courtroom to observe.
The poisoning attacks have been quite severe. Dubious looking people who just don’t “smell right” seem to get in line with me at grocery stores etc. and either do obnoxious things, say rude things (although not always) and just generally invade my personal space. Almost without fail, these encounters result in me becoming ill later on, suffering from draining sinuses, arthritic flare ups, torpor and an overall “icky” feeling.
As I’ve said before, I have no intention whatsoever of committing suicide, am desperately trying to maintain my health under the circumstances and am seeking medical attention. Recently however, I’ve had to fire my new doctor for lying to me about having previously prescribed Codeine cough syrup. Dr. Benjamin O Ordaz, West County Family Practice here in San Pablo, California.
Walgreen’s said he never prescribed Codeine cough syrup for me. His insinuation was that I was a drug seeker. I don’t do drugs nor anything else for that matter, but this poisoning has given me a chronic cough. I asked him for a cough syrup that he had prescribed earlier that was green in color and had worked very well for me, I couldn’t remember the name though. The doctor refused to prescribe it to me again however, when I asked why not he told me that it was because the green cough syrup had Codeine in it. I told him I didn’t think so but he still refused. Sure that I was correct, I checked with the Walgreens pharmacist whom exclusively fills his prescriptions and confirmed that he had never given me Codeine. He lied to me. I then canceled all further appointments and intend to file a complaint with the clinic where he works (West County Health Center, 13601 San Pablo Avenue, San Pablo, Ca.) as well as with the State of California Medical Board. I’ve experienced incidents there which lead me to believe that Gangstalking activity exists in the clinic that involves the staff. First responders of course, are heavily infiltrated by Gangstalking vigilantes (criminals).
Said all that to say this… Once again, to reiterate, should anything happen to me unnatural or otherwise…
I WILL NEVER, EVER, EVER COMMIT SUICIDE. EVER. NEVER.
And just in case that sentence wasn’t clear enough, you crazy insane, bumped yo head if you think I’d ever kill myself. I never take the easy road. I’m a fighter and absolutely hate to lose and although I can live with defeat, I don’t like it. Just the thought of capitulating to these Gangstalking creeps, these Devil worshiping, dead man walking followers makes me sick to my stomach. I intend to expose them at every opportunity and hope to see every one of their minions put behind bars for violating civil rights, breaking all kinds of laws and no less than TREASON (and yes, this IS a war and treason is applicable). I want America to be fully realized according to the Constitution Of The United States. In my book, anyone working against that or participating in unconstitutional activities is indeed, a Traitor.
If i die young (I’m 46 now), soon or in any unnatural way, it was due to their hands and not my own. I kind of chuckle at recalling how I went up on to the hotel’s roof one day (first time I had ever done that) to examine how one might gain entry. As I looked out over the street I spotted this young muscular guy sitting atop a ten speed bicycle, wearing sunglasses and waiting for the light. He was staring up at me intently, never turning his head nor looking away. The light changed but there he stood, without moving an inch, just looking up at me from a distance. It was as if he was waiting to see something, like me jumping off the roof or something. Please, get real. Do they know all the crap I’ve been through in life? Five years homeless, jail, growing up in drug infested neighborhoods, police harassment, two divorces etc. etc. etc.? Their persecution of me is like a hobby, gives me something to do. I consider their disapproval, for whatever cockamamie reasons they have, to be an honor and a privilege.
If idiot Gangstalkers are against me then I must be doing something right. Best to judge someone by their enemies, rather than their friends. I am overjoyed that I have been rejected by Satan’s children (and well meaning useful idiots alike). Come to Jesus won’t you, and escape the eternal death that awaits. Stop what you are doing.
Even though I have only recently become aware of being a victim of government sanctioned “organized stalking” or “gangstalking”, I’ve now been treated to one of the harshest and most frightening aspects of this eugenics program. Poisoning.
When asked about his fairly recent experience with being gangstalked by a certain “special interest group” at his comedy shows, Katt William’s response was, “I wouldn’t say that I’m afraid, but I do have more respect for them now.” Remember all of those incidents of him assaulting members of the audience at his shows? Katt was getting a good dose of what Martin Lawrence, Dave Chappelle and other entertainment luminaries experienced when they would not play ball with Hollywood gangstalkers. Bullying and harassment. I don’t care if it isn’t “politically correct” to say this but, gangstalking has always been the favored weapon of racist eugenicsists, especially against blacks. Do any research on the Klu Klux Klan’s methodology and you will find gangstalking perfected. Oh, and by the way, my last name happens to describe my own skin color. Eldon James Brown.
If you consider that control and behavior modification are two of the principle goals of gangstalking, then some form of aversive stimuli becomes integral. Making a person physically ill accomplishes this very effectively and can be applied in very measured increments, for the desired level of reinforcement. In other words, when you do something they don’t like, you get punished. Much the same way as spanking a child, which I don’t consider to be justifiable either. Small measures (doses) to harass, larger doses to incapacitate and injure. This is commonly seen on a large scale in the form of chemical irritants such as teargas and pepper spray being used against protesters, actually shooting them in the head with projectiles when the goal is to injure or kill. Officer; “OOps, my aim was off, I’m sorry that you are dead now for exercising your right to free speech. Now I can look forward to a promotion…” Scott Olsen suffered such an assault during the Occupy protests. For a more personal touch, this same type of weaponized chemical attack can be used against an individual dissenter when all else fails, such as in my case.
To give you just a quick idea of some of the tactics the gangstalkers have tried to trip me up with and failed, here is a short list;
Neighbors who encourage me to commit criminal acts, sometimes offering to supply me with illegal items;
Strangers and acquaintances who encourage me to either commit criminal acts or say incriminating things such as terrorist threats or voice plans for criminal conspiracies;
Provocations intended to illicit a violent response, usually with the police and press conveniently loitering nearby (aka “street theater“)
With our current understanding of genomics and human DNA, poisoning agents can be made to specifically target and effect only certain ethnic groups or gender populations. They can even target a single human being, based solely upon that particular person’s DNA profile, no one else is effected. The Primary goal of all of this is of course, to inflict harm without leaving a trace. Many poisons (especially ones designed by the government) accomplish this quite well.
I have now experienced and continue to experience all of the aforementioned, with the exception of a lethal dose. The repeated dosing that I have recently received, that being numerous exposures in one twenty four hour period, occurred just after being interviewed by San Francisco Chronicle reporter Kale Williams about the hotel. Kale did a story about the ongoing code violations and published it in SFGate. I felt like I was literally dying by the time night came and had to be taken by ambulance to the emergency room the next day. I am certain I have sustained permanent neurological damage.
As for how the poisoning is happening and how it actually feels, I will tell you the truth. All I can say is that I believe my current state of cognition to be functional, I am not now delusional and my intellect and memory so far, are intact. This may change however, due to further exposure, which is why I am in a hurry to document all that has been done to me thus far. It goes like this;
I will be out in public somewhere, doing whatever chore that I need to do, and someone I don’t know will either walk or stand by me. Shortly after they come within proximity, my ears will start to ring (tinnitus). If I have cleared most of a previous exposure’s toxin from my body, the first one or two new exposures will only produce the tinnitus and flu like symptoms, such as a runny nose and congestion. Upon successive exposures, the symptoms worsen and are accompanied by a general feeling of illness and malaise. I then begin to experience torpor and nausea. Any further exposures after this and a critical dose is then achieved, the ill feeling quickly converts to deathly sickness. It is all I can do to then remain conscious. I believe this chemical, this “nerve agent” to be absorbed through the skin as wearing any protective breathing apparatus (a respirator) does not seem to be effective in protecting against it. I also believe it to be a nerve agent due to the fact that the perpetrator whom is wearing the chemical is not sickened by it themselves. That apparent fact indicates to me that an antidote has been taken by the perp prior to donning the toxin. Many nerve agents have antidotes that will negate their toxic effects. That is just the nerve agent, they use another harassing chemical agent in my room, in conjunction with the nerve agent.
The second and complimentary chemical agent that is being somehow pumped into my room late at night, I believe this stuff to be an aerosolized “blistering agent” with a low pH value, such as acid. This stuff reminds me of the same type of irritant used when they “fit test” respirators for your job.
Me wearing a respirator in my room.
I used to be a hazardous materials worker. What they do is make you put on your respirator and then do exercises, all the while waving this smoking thing in front of your face. If there is any leak in your respirator, you will breath in the smoke and immediately gag, it will choke you. It is not harmful but will make your throat raw if you manage to breath in enough of it. I am having the same thing pumped into my room at night somehow, making it impossible for me to sleep nor to have anyone witness this attack. It happens late at night, you see. The last time this particular chemical attack occurred, I was coughing up both phlegm mixed with equal parts of bright red blood. My nose also bled heavily. I then developed a “whooping cough” and found it very difficult and painful to breath. Congestion filled my lungs, severe wheezing ensued and there was a distinct rattling in my chest (acute pneumonia).
Did this effectively incapacitate my body? Yes. Was it frightening? Yes. Did I sincerely believe that I had lived my last day? Yes. Did the attack weaken my will and resolve? Absolutely not. YOU WILL HAVE TO KILL ME TO STOP ME, MOTHERFUCKERS! Perhaps it is at this juncture that I should explain that I am a most assuredly a Christian, but one that finds it difficult to resist more colorful expression when really impassioned about something. This is one of those times. Forgive me Lord and please forgive me as well, dear reader.
I am going to have to finish up later, using someone else’s computer. Don’t go away, I will have much more to say shortly. Sunday, January 26th, 6:16pm
OK, I’m back now. You know, I hesitated before posting this, not out of fear of labeling nor ridicule but because it could be frightening to some people. I try to be careful as to how much I dump on you, the reader, at one time however, I really don’t have much of a choice. This is reality, it is happening to me as well as others and if I remain silent, the perpetrators will get away “scott free”. Hope that isn’t some sort of racially biased expression. Sorry if it is. Anyway, who knows? My story may help someone going through the same thing, I know there are many. Right now, gangstalking is not in the popular consciousness and most people have never heard of it. Many victims of gangstalking don’t even have any idea that they themselves are being systematically assaulted. What gives me hope however, is what we have seen happen since Edward Snowden’s revelations about the National Security Agency (NSA). Many Americans didn’t even know we had a National Security Agency until he exposed their spying on everybody. I think the same thing will someday happen with gangstalking as they are two sides of the same coin. Both are of the “Intelligence Community”. Maybe one more sensational gangstalking case like the now deceased Washington Navy Yard Shooting actor, Mr. Aaron Alexis, and this here blog could become a reference of sorts.
Aaron Alexis, Washington Navy Yard shooter and victim of gangstalking.
FINALLY! I think there may be hope for mainstream media yet. It took a brand new reporter (a newly hired one) working for the San Francisco Chronicle to muster the intestinal fortitude required to speak truth to slumlord power (Randy Shaw).
Kale Williams, Chronicle staff writer
Updated 4:55 pm, Thursday, January 9, 2014
Kudos to you Mr. Kale Williams, staff writer par excellence. Despite biased oppinions offered by those accused (Beyond Chron), you are the one who has been slandered sir. You are only guillty of reporting the factual truth.
Little did I know that my humble post to SeeClickFix would result in drawing the attention of the mainstream media, I honestly didn’t think it would ever be seen. The site itself is actually a mobile app that allows San Franciscans to report code violations of all kinds to the City Attorney’s Office (SeeClickFix on Wikipedia). I decided to post my complaint there really as just an afterthought, I had no clue that the site was being monitored by clever reporters like Kale of the S.F. Chronicle. In my defense, I’m an old guy and have yet to fully appreciate the power of social media but, I’m learning. What I think I did that was different from most who post complaints there was to cut and paste a very detailed letter which fully explained the situation, complete with complaint numbers included.
You have my thanks and admiration Kale Williams, your efforts have done much to restore my faith in the mainstream media. Very brave of you. If we are to have any hope of regaining a democracy that is of the people, by the people and for the people, it will be due in no small part to courageous journalists such as yourself. Journalists who are not afraid of angering the elites by reporting the truth of their misdeeds.
Update 01-07-14: Today, a reporter and photographer from a major media organization came to the hotel and spoke with me. For the sake of fairness, I will withold comment until they publish. **************************************************************
I spoke once again at the San Francisco Human Services Agency on December 19th, 2013, a full year after having first informed them that THC was breaking it’s contract. Instead of heeding my warnings about the building being dilapidated, they decided to give the Tenderloin Housing Clinic an additional $110,000. The building had an Order Of Abatement then, and still does a year later. When I returned to tell them tax dollars had been wasted, they said the Department Of Building Inspection told them the property (The All Star Hotel) was fine (even though it had an active Order Of Abatement issued against it) and that I was welcome to come back in January. I then informed them that I had filed a SF Police complaint for grant fraud naming them as the perpetrators. I will post a video of me speaking at this regular meeting very soon and update this post. What is really disturbing is that at this meeting, the SFHSA said that in the coming year they will be receiving federal grant monies. When that happens, do you think they will be any more diligent with those federal tax dollars? I think we will see conditions deteriorate like they have in public housing, with massive amounts of money wasted and tenants living in squalor. Will the criminality never end?
This is a complaint that I have submitted to Dennis Herrera, San Francisco City Attorney Code Enforcement because the landlord has ignored an Order Of Abatement for over a year and the San Francisco Human Services Agency continues to give the Tenderloin Housing Clinic even more tax dollars even though they are in breach of their contract. $260,000 has been paid despite the All Star Hotel being a public nuisance, which I told them about before they handed over tax dollars. I am sure this property is not the only one that is substandard, I am just the only one (besides Bluoz – Mr. Jeff Webb) reporting on them. http://seeclickfix.com/map_widgets/2423#http://seeclickfix.com/issues/877543-order-of-abatement-non-compliance
This is an abridged copy of the text of a letter that I submitted to the San Francisco Human Services Agency a week before their regular meeting held on December 19th, 2014, at which I spoke. I accuse both them and the Tenderloin Housing Clinic of grant fraud for ignoring numerous outstanding building code violations and an Order Of Abatement that was issued over a year ago. They gave THC $260,000 even though THC was in breach of contract.
This is a thank you note that I found on my door one day, signed by several of my neighbors. At the time, both microwave ovens were broken in both kitchens and I replaced them. I bought one and found the other behind SF General Hospital, in the dumpster. Cleaned them up and they worked. Even though the original microwave ovens had been broken for three months, somehow they were miraculously replaced a week after I donated mine.
Thank you note and admonishment posted by tenant rep Joey.
The microwave oven I bought for the downstairs kitchen.
Just a little nudge to get management to do the right thing. 🙂
Microwave I salvaged from the San Francisco General Hospital dumpster for the upstairs kitchen (where I lived). It worked just fine.
September 9th was the fifth anniversary of the San Bruno gas pipeline explosion that killed (murdered) CPUC Gas Ratepayer Advocate Mrs. Jacqueline (Jackie) Greig and her thirteen year old daughter, Janessa. Mrs. Greig was the head of her department and was in charge of approving a 3.6 billion dollar rate increase proposal submitted by PG&E […]
Alan Wang (KGO Reporter) SAN FRANCISCO (KGO) — PG&E is waiting to get hit with criminal charges. The federal government is expected to go after the utility for that pipeline disaster in San Bruno more than three years ago. The gas explosion was always a crime in the eyes of Gayle Masuno whose 87-year old […]
Well, I just finished the story about attending the Subcommittee meeting and I must say, it wasn’t easy. It was difficult for several reasons but most of them had to do with me being new to blogging, especially this particular template that you see here. Even though both of my blogs are on WordPress (which […]
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